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Friday, May 11, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

I really don't know what to do..
I'm suppose to finish my studies and graduate by this semester. But, yesterday, after bumping into Clara and calling my mum.. I'm all confused again..

What should I do?
To work or to study?

People who encourage me to study:
Friends here
Parents

People who encourage me to work first:
Friends in Singapore

What should I do???

I have actually already thought of the course I would do if I would to take masters. I was expecting to go back to Singapore on Jul 4. I have even booked my air tickets already. And then, the sudden force abetting me to take a masters appeared from no where. I wasn't able to sleep well last night, in fact, I wasn't able to do anything last night. Cause I was seriously thinking of what I should do.. One reason for me not to do masters is because I miss home already.
Ha. I know it's kind of slow for me to miss home now since I have already come here for so long. But, you know, I that kind of person who takes time to have the impact on me.. S-L-O-W, I know.
The sudden shock of me suddenly not being able to go home in July.....
I simply can't handle it..

Starting to feel the depression..............

G
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Now, what I can do is...
Apply for the course first.
Talk to Jimmy about it.

Can't think of anything else....

YEstie
10:16 AM