Thursday, May 26, 2005
*sobz* i lost weight again... now i can't fit into my pants... need to put on a belt... but the belt is too long.... sigh......
YEstie
2:31 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
my parents and bro went batam this morning and they are back at home now. heh. so fast.. haha.. anyway, this morning i have to wake up early to go to jap class on my OWN. cause my dad went on holiday. haha.. so i've to get up early to go take the train. actually, i wanted to drive down to bugis one. but, i lack the confidence and courage, so i just took public transport. another reason is that the car is a new merz, and i don't want to crash it or anything. haha. so take public transport lor. after class, went for lunch with xiao mei, shopped around bugis for a while, bought some stuffs, as usual. haha. after we parted, i went home. by train, of course. haha.
when i reach home, i realise that i threw away the ear sticks by accident. haha. so i've to go down to heartland mall to get new ones. but, as u all know, esther is quite a lazy bum, so i decided to DRIVE there. as i'm a timid mouse *ahem* i dragged my sis along. haha. *psst*(don't want to die alone) shhhhhh ar... haha... okay, back to the subject, i drove down to heartland mall. along the way, nothing BIG or HUGE happen, so it was a safe trip there. haha. but fear arises when i reach the car park. as i have NEVER park or drive without an adult beside me before. i started to have a little cold feet. haha. as the carpark was rather full, i have no choice but to park in a lot with cars BESIDE me. haha. and when i started to reverse the car into the lot, i suddenly forgot which direction to turn and as there is a car behind me. i started to panic for a while. haha. i turn into the wrong direction the first time, the second time round, i turn in the right direction and the car went straight in without any adjustments. WOoHoo!! as u all know, for public carparks, u dun have to put copons, but stupid me went to tear the coupons, and when i reach the time part, i dunno if i shd tear the time now or the time when we are leaving. haha. then when i saw people parking their cars and getting out of the car. i realise that actually no need to put coupons. i felt a little bit stupid~ haha
well, the moral of the story is that we all have to try out new stuffs. and you will never know what will happen in the end. haha. if i have been more daring to drive the car down to bugis in the morning, i think it would be kinda of cool~
(PS. i am so super slack now, exams are coming and i'm not studying. feel a little guilty but no action done so far) haha... going to watch show now.
ciao~
YEstie
9:37 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
heh. "pon" accounting class today. too lazy to get my ass moving and as a result, i own the pretty gal 5 plates of sashimi. haha.
well, today, while i was searching for my turtle pouch, i found another turtle that was made when i was in sec 4, i think. haha. it is called deni the turtle. it was a hand-made turtle. here are a few pictures of the 2 turtles. hehe...
YEstie
6:41 PM
turtle power
YEstie
6:40 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
hah.. i'm testing the system out... anyway, these pic were taken with qing n grace
YEstie
12:00 PM
cutie
YEstie
11:54 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
22 more days left, till the start of my first paper. well, i just fliped my text yesterday and OMG!! haha... i realise i got so much stuffs to read. okay, it go one subject at a time.
microecons shouldn't be a problem. cause wee nee is going through the revision, and i guess if we follow her lead, it shouldn't be much of a problem in the exams. especailly, i have done it for A level already.
management = die........ haha.. writing 7 essays in 2 hrs. i dunno how grace did it last sem manz... haha.. this subject covers a lot of topics, so i'm going to pick topics, haha.
taxation law, another headache for me. argh, haven't tag my bks yet. and i got a bad feeling abt the assig. and, did i mention that law is a very irritating subject? haha, it links one topic to another. so, must see the WHOLE picture. well, my picture is not completed yet. so there is a lot of work and effort that needs to be put in. heh, aiming for a credit this time round.
accounting, a slacker subject. haha. till now, i dunno much abt the subject. haha, even though i still can do the assignments but that is with the help of referncing to the text and solutions of the tutorial. but, i'm pretty sure that i'll be able to get through it cos with more pratices, i'll be able to grasp the concepts. i hope. haha
alright, going to listen to daniel talk again. haha.
YEstie
10:42 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
today is the seveth day of her death... i was pretty shocked yesterday, when the news just hit me like that.. feeling much better now.. haha... i was quite depressed after the news was broke out to me. although, we were not close sisters or something, but the fact that we have live near each other for many years made an impact on me. i was pretty sad for her and her mum especially.
i really do hope that she may rest in peace and may her family heal from this loss
YEstie
11:19 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
I have just received a bad news from my mum... it came upon me that sudden.... in fact, it took me by surprise... she was someone who i know and we are close but not yet close... she was my neighbour, she live just below me.. we were close in a way, that we stay very close to each other, we were in the same pri and sec sch, we were always compared by both of ours mum in terms of results, height, future, boyfriends and etc.... all these factors lead us not to talk to each other much... but we have always known of each others presence....i always thinks that she is much better than me... i do know that she is smarter than me in terms of results but still we seems to have build a barrier between us..
but the news that my mum brought to me was a SHOCK!! the thought had never came up to me before... ever since my grandpa and granddad passed away, i would only link the word "death" with old people... i have always thought of death as part of the life cycle, it is a process that all mere mortals have to go through after all... coming into this earth peacefully and leaving it peacefully....
yet, for this "friend" of mine... i think it is a pity that she left... she left behind a loving family, parents that really loved her a lot... she left them behind crying bitterly for her... she left this earth with a broken heart.. i guess it must be bleeding so hard that she have decided to end her life... she left the world on a day which she was suppose to give thanks to her mum for bringing her into this world.. she jumped off the builiding on mother's day........
Life is so precious yet FRAGILE... does true love really exists?? she died b'cos she believed that HE was her true love... she chose to die because of love... then what really is LOVE?? *sobz* i dunno what is love already... i have been waiting for my "prince charming" to appear, but will his appreance a start of another tragedy... finding a puzzle that fits in ones life, is a difficult task... but maybe if i dun try to find one, i won't get hurt...
DEATH awaits...........
YEstie
10:07 PM